So why did I even start this blog?

From the time that I started my work placement it’s really felt like I’ve leveled up personally and professionally. It’s a mutual relationship I guess. Sure I was a student, but after the first week I was never just the student. I was part of the Social Work team, and I proved myself.

I feel ready, even if its not in social work I feel read to be out there. That’s the feeling I got after that work placement. It must have been dealing with the random crisis’ by myself, having autonomy and making that step outside of being just another student. Yet even still, even though I may feel ready to be out there on my own shining forever for all the world to see, I learnt even more, not just what I can do, but I have yet learnt to do.

It seems that its happened in the past year I think, that I really have leveled up and started shining a lot more. Even looking at photos of myself from over a year ago, I recognise that person, and I know their pain and their joy, but it doesn’t feel like me, he doesn’t even look like me sometimes I’ve changed so much

But if I hadn’t have changed at all, then what a waste all these years would have been. I feel like I’m really growing into myself now. And so I state it here for all the world to see, but most importantly only for me, my intention to become all that I can be. I was reading in the manga Vagabond that ‘Every man is a vessel full of potential’, if so, even if i may not see or feel or believe, i know, that I am overflowing with possibilities and potentials for greatness and for a life of loved life.

So even with all my trivial interests, imperfections, doubt and my illusions of my limitedness, let’s see how much more awesome I can become.