So I reaslied my love life is really just a series of one sided crushes to me, or from me. I suppose the most common one is finding out a girlfriend of mine actually wants to be my girlfriend. Thats never not awkward in some way. And just because two guys are gay, doesn’t mean they’ll both like each other just because.

There’s also that creepy part where some creepy/sleazy older guy keeps watching you, and in the case of one person followed me and watched me from behind a wall in a shopping centre. I know its a stereotype but yes, the person actually was middle aged and bald.

Then of course there’s the whole straight guy crush. It’s not like you do it on purpose, its just that really, its kind of hard to tell for sure even if someone does conform to stereotypes. I’ve actually had someone’s jaw drop when I told them about me. That’s my trophy coming out story.

Of course its easy to tell when someone’s straight when you hear they’re going out with a girl. Which is what I heard about the guy.

Which is fine really. Sure it might be fun but I don’t see the point of keeping that going. And so I’ve realised that hey, I’m now completely single. I’m not holding out for anyone anymore. I’m still alone, but I’m nowhere near lonely, and I’m not desperate.

And you know what? I’m feeling pretty damn good about myself anyway.